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angel boys
Apr. 29th, 2026 11:47 pmidk what the point of this post is other than i'm feeling hormonal due to my period and i'm trying to de-stress after moving to a new apartment and being scared of new things.
anyway.
a while ago i started playing Love&Deepspace for the first time. It's the first otome game i've played and i really like it, it has much more depth than i thought and i feel like it truly has a female perspective (which is still very rare in this world...) I'm still in the very beginning of it but i instantly fell in love with Xavier. Tbh i don't really even care for the other men because they're too cocky to my taste (at least for now, maybe i'll warm up?) I'm actually going crazy over Xavier because he's so mysterious, sensitive, and a little weird. He's sooo catboy. I want more reactions out of him but he's slow to warm up and it drives me crazyyyy. In a way he reminds me a bit of Heeseung because of certain characteristics like shyness, kindness, sincerity, and a bit of a mystical aura. Those features are often linked with femininity but for me it's more like this deep intuitive spirit that has no gender or is like this yin and yang balance of both feminine and masculine in a way you can't tell them apart. Funny thing is that these features that i'm most attracted to are something i see in myself, or maybe my inner self or ideal self.
anyway.
a while ago i started playing Love&Deepspace for the first time. It's the first otome game i've played and i really like it, it has much more depth than i thought and i feel like it truly has a female perspective (which is still very rare in this world...) I'm still in the very beginning of it but i instantly fell in love with Xavier. Tbh i don't really even care for the other men because they're too cocky to my taste (at least for now, maybe i'll warm up?) I'm actually going crazy over Xavier because he's so mysterious, sensitive, and a little weird. He's sooo catboy. I want more reactions out of him but he's slow to warm up and it drives me crazyyyy. In a way he reminds me a bit of Heeseung because of certain characteristics like shyness, kindness, sincerity, and a bit of a mystical aura. Those features are often linked with femininity but for me it's more like this deep intuitive spirit that has no gender or is like this yin and yang balance of both feminine and masculine in a way you can't tell them apart. Funny thing is that these features that i'm most attracted to are something i see in myself, or maybe my inner self or ideal self.
