No Way Back

i carry my sins, my rags, my endless steps in the desert
away from the heart of the cities
you absence beating
forgive me, forget me, forgive me, forget me

when the North Star guided me 
i did not fear God's judgement
but that of people
for they do not forgive sinners
and so i must vanish

my brothers and I on an everlasting flight from mankind
in the cave of shadows
crystals welcomed us
in the luminescence of my visions
you were not afraid of 
the hidden gifts of the underworld 





THE SIN: VANISH

Merry Christmas!

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I've eaten a lot of sweets already since my holiday started. I tried a viral porridge at the Christmas market (it had miso fudge, cranberries, cardamom, and apples, super yummy!). I also went to a Korean style cafe i previously visited for Enhypen anniversary event. This time i got a carrot cake latte and a matcha cookie. I baked pistachio cookies which turned out great even though i haven't baked in 5 years! I also started a tea collection again, got some jasmine peach tea and chai.

For the first time I'm celebrating in my own way instead of just being nostalgic about the family Christmas of childhood. I'm making my own traditions. I donated to Doctors Without Borders helping the humanitarian crisis in DRC. 

Wishing everyone peace, love, and joy this holiday season 💖

( more kpop christmas songs )